The Color Red
"I'm not always as sure of myself as I seem," this, to me, has always been one of the most poignant moments in The Royal Tennenbaums.
I have been feeling life crush down around me in so many ways lately. Depression. And then he leaves a message after message with that voice so little and afraid and alone and terrible, Can You Just Call Me Back. Been Feeling Low. Falling Apart. There is still such a huge part of me that wishes I could take care of you, everythingisgonnabeok.
I wish it was easier to just not care if you ever did anything with your life. There is some part of me that is kittied up to your stability. I want to see you make it. Why do you keep falling down, tripping over your own feet? I think about your future and I feel a deep dark cancer snaking its way out, all the way down. The world breaks everyone.
Zeus,
bring down the rains
on the land and the fields of athens.
I have been feeling life crush down around me in so many ways lately. Depression. And then he leaves a message after message with that voice so little and afraid and alone and terrible, Can You Just Call Me Back. Been Feeling Low. Falling Apart. There is still such a huge part of me that wishes I could take care of you, everythingisgonnabeok.
I wish it was easier to just not care if you ever did anything with your life. There is some part of me that is kittied up to your stability. I want to see you make it. Why do you keep falling down, tripping over your own feet? I think about your future and I feel a deep dark cancer snaking its way out, all the way down. The world breaks everyone.
Zeus,
bring down the rains
on the land and the fields of athens.
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